this tiny me got something to say.
but whatever i say could not be heard.
its appears that its either its too insignificant,too plain that no one noticesOR perhaps being ignored.this tiny me.

dont feel tiny anymore.
this tiny me feels microscopic.
only by using the electron microscope then can see me.
or perhaps, im invisible.
hello?hello?but no one replies.
or perhaps i cease to exist.
all i really need most now is a friend.
not just any.
i need a friend that can help cheer me up when im sad.
i need a friend that can help me when im in trouble
i need a friend that can help me clear my doubts when i have them
i need a friend that supports me in whatever i do
i need a friend that can gives me advice
i need a friend that can tell from the right or wrong to lead me down a right path
i need a friend that is understanding
i need a friend that can listen to me when im troubled
i need a friend that i can trust to tell my true feelings
i need a friend that can share weal and woe
i need a friend that is willing to sacrfice their time for mei need a friend that can care for me
i need a friend that celebrate my birthday with just 1 big grinning smile.
i need a friend that can trust me ask much as i can trust them.
i need a friend i need a friend i need a friend
i have a friend.but not my ideal one.
i have now.i have a few friends in my life that makes a difference.
i'll name them out and explain WHY
really whyfirst i start from my class.si jie.
he is rude, stubborn, lazy,irrittating,likes to beat ppl,gets irritated easilybut one thing for sure, that he is caring
although it might seem like he is nothe cares for others in his own style
he, at least listens to me to whatever i have to say
and comments on ithe always tells me to make my own decision and not ask him to help me decide
he may be lazy, but he tries to do whatever he can do if he has the time
what makes him a true a friend is that he always helps me in a way that he doesnt.
although he does trust me, i just dont know why.

next.matthew
he is well sort of sometimes unknowingly ignores me.
well, i can find any other things bad about him.
he is sort of a excellent friend.he cares for me
he listens to whatever i have to say always helping me,doing things that we have common interest inresponsible,straight forward
likes to joke which makes me a totally entire different person in the library.
he is my good friend.

next.the bunch of group
it may seem like we dont talk much, but the fact is i treat everyone of them my good friends.
ivan,yew boon,collin,khant zaw,brandon,firdaus.
well.we basically like to play basketball,and after everytime,
i just realise their true nature.
they, like to joke and tease each other,they are pretty considerate, though they are irritating.

they are not lazy, but are not hardworking enough.
i still remember clearly how ivan stood up for me in pri 5.
i was like sort of being accused by teacher for playing electonic games in class with that game that was not mine.
i tried to explain to her, but she refused.they reprimanded me for my 'wrong-doings' which i did not.
so the ivan went in front of teacher and explained to her.
there was this bully, in my class for 3 years.
i was actually in elias park but had to change homes due to some reasons, so i had to change school, this bully literally bullied me for 3 years.
you know, peace, i like to avoid conflict and violence.
so i ended up at a disadvantage.so this guy, played the game and make me his scapegoat.tsk.
ivan, a true friend
.never judge a book by its cover.
although he likes to lie.i was pretty gulible until last year.
lol.okay.
this insignificant me, also has a best friend, not only more.
perhaps i only think of her as one, she does not.
things have change for some reason that cannot be explained even to myself.
i have been always putting in the effort.
always.i didnt really have them as true friends.
i thought they were.friendships wither easily.
it takes many months to earn their trust.
and yet it can take a second to lose it.
i feel hopeless.
wth la.
i give up.
go sleep lo.nights